Left Field

Déjà vu? Or physic powers? Most likely physic powers, the term déjà vu is French and means, literally, "already seen." Those who have experienced the feeling describe it as an overwhelming sense of familiarity with something that shouldn't be familiar at all.

I think that I have some physic powers. Last week when I received "the call" I didn't really know how serious it really was. As the week progressed, there was a set back of recovery with my mother's health. I looked into flying to see her, but in the end did not go because of reassurance by my mother herself, her doctor, and my father.

Plans were made to go out tonight, I really didn't want to go and thought of the possibility of this happening so that I wouldn't have to. I feel like I wished it to happen so that I wouldn't have to be a schmuk and renig on my commitment. This, I think, is my first "sight". My second, is last night's blog when I said:


"Life (or is it death) just gets in the way."

Should'a---- could'a--- would'a,
but I didn't!

This call was unexpected and came out of left field. I love you, Mom and I will miss you.