9 Months/2 Days

Well, it has been 9 months and 2 days since my mom died. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't thought about her. I am waiting for that day when I actually DON'T think about her. Does it ever come? Will I even notice?

What seems to be in the air lately? There is depression all around me and I don't know how to stop it. Is it the change of seasons? Or, is it in the air?

I think about death a lot. Not really my own, but others. How will I react when ________ dies? What am I gonna do if _______dies? What will happen if ________ dies?


Life is short! Period!..... There is never enough time to do the things we need and want.