MOTIVATION

I need a good swift kick in the Ass! My motivation level has plummeted! I force myself to get out of bed to drive to the pool and then I practically have to force myself to get out of the car! One would think that once I am in the pool that my thought process would go something like this:

I am here, I am wet, get it together and swim!

Ok, yes, that is what I think to myself, tell myself but does it actually happen? Absolutely NOT, I have to whine and complain, swim extremely slow and sloppy for the entire time that I remain in the pool. However, I do end up swimming 2300 meters, that's better than nothing right? I don't know, "experts" do say to listen to your body. And I was listening to my body, I just wasn't' listening to my mind.